Everyone has hopes. They have
passion, goals and most especially dreams which is either achievable or just
for imagination. Fangirls also do. They believe, visualize and dream. In fact,
almost all of them have common dream.
Daydreaming, always. |
Most fangirls want to have a lot of
money to be spent for official merchandise like official albums, concert
tickets, fan meeting tickets and most especially plane ticket to Korea plus
pocket money. Just like me, every fangirl really wants to have a collection of
each one’s idols’ albums because it feels fulfilling in our part. Of course
fangirls also wish to see their idols live through live concerts, music shows,
and fan meet and greets or album signing, even just once in their lifetimes.
Unfortunately, I haven’t achieved this dream yet and I’m really looking forward
to save a lot in order to attend fandom events which are usually held in
Manila.
Every fangirls wants this - KPOP MERCH COLLECTION |
2NE1 Concert AOA Live |
Just like any other fangirls, I,
too, daydreamed of the things previously mentioned. But the highest ambition of
a fangirl is to be friends their idols by
becoming an idol too. It means that most fangirls, including myself, aspire to
be a kpop trainee and debut in korea as a kpop star. It may be vague but fangirls do everything
for them to be able to join open auditions/screenings and pass it to be
promoted as a kpop trainee.
KPOP STAR HUNT |
Because of kpop influence, I once
tried joining Kwin and Kim Entertainment Open Auditions with enjoyment and
experience as my main purpose. I didn’t expect that I would be able to pass and
proceed to the next levels because it was my first time and most people who
auditioned are already having dancing and singing workshops compared to myself
who was just a newbie in these fields. I’m thankful for that achievement tho,
at least, it gave me another worth noting experience. But, I would still choose to be successful in
my studies first and have kpop as my secong priority –well, I guess it would be
the right choice.
Kwin and Kim Open Auditions 2014 @Waterfromt Hotel, Lapu Lapu |
But the greatest and the most unreachable dream every fangirl has is of course marrying their idols or kpop groups' biases. Most fangirls, including me, are aware about this sad reality that they, our idols, don't even know we exist. But still, many fangirls hope and wish every 11:11 on the clock that someday their idols will notice them because they don't have any other ideal guys besides those celebrities. But if they can't marry even one of their biases, they'd prefer to be in a relationship with a fanboy.
Fangirls live in their own fantasy world that's why most of them daydream about relatively impossible things and imagine that it would come true just for them to feel satisfaction. This only proves that fangirls are not merely fans and followers but, are also great dreamers and believers.