Sneak Peak to my KPOP Fan-girl Lifestyle

       Nobody said fangirling was easy. Once you get started and have this path as a choice, there's no turning back, because i tell you, leaving is really difficult. Fangirling is not just a source of entertainment for me, it somehow became part of my lifestyle. It actually added colors to my life to the point that boredom had no place in my day. 

The main reason why i love kpop is because the artists really worked hard for the success and fame they have right now. They auditioned and were qualified because of their amazing talents and charm. They trained for 2-10 years before they could debut as a kpop star to ensure that they are really prepared. The process of kpop stardom was never uncomplicated, thus, these artists who made it really deserved to be admired. Also, most kpop songs really have sense in terms of lyrics and meaning, plus the pleasant tune or beat of their music.

     

      I started appreciating Korean pop and Korean dramas as early at the age of 11, when I was in Grade 6. At that time, I only knew a few and common artists/bands like Super Junior, SNSD, Wonder Girls, 2NE1, SS501, Go Hye Sun, Lee Min Ho etc. I enjoyed the genre of their music and the amazing plot twists of their dramas but I'm not very much into it yet. It was just a sideline amusement.

      During highschool, I stayed in a dormitory school directed by nuns. We were not allowed to spend nights by just watching movies or searching about stuff which weren't academically related. Our study time schedule was being controlled, so I was really outdated due to some projects and strict rules. I can only watch korean dramas during weekends, if not busy and have no time in stalking, checking my SNS acounts or watching new kpop music videos, music shows and debuts. This caused me to develop lesser interest with kpop and payed more attention to my acads and vocational courses. 

    We graduated December 11, 2013 because we have a different curriculum, thus, I had 7 months vacation due to the academic shift in UP. The first month after commencement was really monotonous, so I decided to divert my attention back to kpop. I watched new music videos and got really attracted to those new artists' talents, charms, and humor. They were so amazing that I can't stop watching more of their videos again and again. Hence, my fangirl feels emerged anew.

    My first fandoms included EXO-L (EXO), ARMY (BTS), BESTFRIEND (BOYFRIEND), AGASE (GOT7), BLACKJACK (2NE1) and SONE (SNSD). From then on, I started stalking, spazzing and updating about them. I followed their official social networking accounts and spent more than half of the day watching their variety or reality shows, music videos and live performances. I spent most days sitting in front of the computer squeeling, laughing and emoting alone. It may be weird but i was happy with what I was doing . I can't afford to miss even a single show with my bias (favorite artist) as a guest, thus, like EXO, i really watch all the episodes or versions.

I am usually like this whenever I'm in front of the computer screen
 trying to update about kpop

EXO Fan meeting

  I tried to memorize their songs and dance steps. I even had online Korean Language lessons so that I could easily understand and appreciate more their songs and shows. Now, I can already speak some Korean greetings or sentences and could even read and write basic Hangul. Familiarizing the lyrics and dance steps of their musical pieces also became easy. I then started to collect the group's official and non-official merchandises like albums, posters, pins, fandom shirts, lanyard, lightsticks, fandom masks , photo cards/stickers etc. My phone, tablet and computer galleries are full of my favorite korean artists' photos and videos. 

A TYPICAL FANGIRL'S ROOM IS USUALLY LIKE THE PICTURES SHOWN ABOVE

         All my social media accounts like facebook, twitter, instagram, youtube and tumblr are until now,  full of kpop stuff, pictures, updates and posts by my kpop friends and famous kpop spazzers.  Also, because of kpop, I've met a lot of amazing people and many new friends for I also attend some kpop events in Cebu like CKS, CKIH, HallyuCon, K-fest and Fandom events. In fact, most of my close friends are kpop fans too.  

Cebu Kpop Star Preliminaries with new kpop friends

Project 365: A Plethora of Happiness (EXO- Cebu Pilipinas Anniversary Celebration)

SMS Funday with KPOP friends wearing EXO Overdose Shirt

     My style of dressing up also changed because of kpop.  I prefer more of a cute style over a sexy and bitchy upbringing. I even joined cover groups (PSH and CHIKSERR) and korean entertainment auditions (Kwin and Kim Entertainment Auditions) for becoming a kpop idol trainee because of much influence. Because of kpop, i also dreamt of being a kpop star, although that's not my biggest ambition but I am a bit interested tho. Yes, it's totally weird but it would be the easiest way to meet your bias whom you've been longing to see. 

PSH - Apink Cover Group during UPPSYMA Aquiantance Party

CHIKSERR - Trio Cover Group

My first kpop trainee audition experience (Kwin and Kim Entertainment)

     I also read and create fan fictions online. Also, kpop is the reason why i'm not interested in love relationships between opposite sex cause I'm too busy having concern about my imaginary boyfriends. Kpop raised my standards so high that I'll probably be forever alone. 

Forever in a relationship with my bae. I'm not single, he's just in Korea, busy with his carrer.

     Another reason why I like kpop because they are childlike, fresh, light and natural. Their variety shows are really funny and definitely very cute. I also like the beat of their music and the language itself. Also, they are more of talent plus looks as a bonus but are really focused on a person's natural potential. I love Korea but I'm a proud Filipino. 

        As of now, Kpop is not just a thing for me but a part of me. It brightens my mood in times of stress and makes living surprising and vast. I have this time management in order not for my student and fangirl life clash. I still spazz but I make it sure that I study all my lessons and make assignments first. Kpop takes part during my free times. 

         Fangirling may seem weird but indeed, the experience is worth sharing!

Project 365 - EXO- Cebu First Anniversary Celebration with college Kpop friends